.Makan Porridge.

olympics in memory.

2008-08-08T01:26:00.000-07:00

the olympics has been a very memorable and special event in my life.

1996: was 9 years old, watching the atlanta olympics at tapah with gong gong (granddad). he was very excited about the track and field events which got me curious as to what the fuss was about. he also told me that the olympics is an event which happens only every 4 years, the most prestigious sporting event ever.

2000: was 13 years old. in form 1. the olympics in 2000 was hosted by aussie. it was pretty interesting being allowed to watch the track and field events from school during 'Jasmani'.

2004: was 17 years old in form 5. senior year. preparations for SPM was underway and there wasnt much time to observe the events in athens. nevertheless, the school still allowed us to catch up to events during 'PE' (Jasmani)

2008: now 21 years old, final year in university in good ol' ozzie. this time the olympics will be held in beijing. although i am slightly dissapointed with the preparations so far, which failed to address the issue of pollution, i will still be watching it, especially the track and field events. not placing any high hopes on records being broken though, but we shall see.

08.08.08.

shitty boarder

2008-08-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

man what a shitty snowboarder

my gear

2008-07-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

gearing up (almost):

what moves

2008-06-11T07:14:00.000-07:00

songs of praise and worship. they move me, in more ways than one...

casting such a thin shadow

2008-06-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

Speak up
My ears are growing weary
I’ll sing this song to the end
And watch the waves crash over me

Not too much to overcome with enough time to turn it all around
In a picture perfect scenery I’ve become a stick figure illustration

My eyes roll back and focus on what’s ahead
I can still stand if you lend the hand to brace me

I’ll take this on my own

Lord i need Your strength. i need your hand to brace and comfort me in times of trial. there is nothing i yearn more than to bathe in the glory of Your presence. Glory be to You, Lord Saviour.

Amen.

GM

2008-06-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

someone asked me yesterday what my take was on GM food, or more elaborately Genetically Modified Food. In laymen terms, these are foods that have had their genetic structure altered or modified to produce certain desirable qualities such as increased resistance to rotting, increased pest resistance, and also to provide certain benefits such as increased vitamin content and many more. This field has become increasingly popular over the years as more research is put into it.

In my opinion, a person can look at it in 2 perspectives. U need not necessarily choose a stand, but it is important to understand the implications that come with both standpoints.

The 1st is the scientific, or rather practical view of things. With the recent global food shortage in certain regions around the world, escalating food prices have driven many families to a dead end. War zones, which have limited food supply needs an efficient food transportation system to feed armies. GM food, which are modified to be tougher and longer lasting, also providing certain perks have been seen as a viable solution. With these, foods can be transported to deeper regions in the world either as supplies or as aid. Thus far, with no reported substantial claims about negative effects of the consumption of GM food, the research in this field is seen as a win-win situation for all. From a practical point of view anyway.

The other way which u could look at it is from the ethical point of view. GM foods have been tempered with genetically, with genes studied and modified to produce desirable qualities. Creationists around the world have been opposing research into this field due to the very nature of it being against the laws of nature. (pun intended) Furthermore, there has also been questionable emphasis placed on the safety of the products produced, with not much data gathered on the effects of long-term consumption.

in my opinion, both sides of the argument are very plausible. This could go either way and is still generating controversies as i write.

Really gets u thinking, topics such as this euthanasia, cloning etc.

a familiar sight

2008-06-03T01:54:00.000-07:00

TRAFFIC JAM...

survive, kaleidoscope

2008-05-21T00:20:00.000-07:00

yes, fav tracks all in one album. go underoath! i'm waiting for my cd =)

on another note:

it's that time of year again.

this time it's thredbo.

testingz

2008-04-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

testing the labelz

just change it

2008-03-03T08:47:00.000-08:00

riding on the wave of a certain upcoming election that will be rather interesting to observe, i am glad to see the frustration of malaysians with the current ruling coalition. after so many years of mismanagement, our people have been surprisingly naive and ignorant on the subject of politics. most think it's irrelevant and some think they dont make a difference.

it is because of this ignorance that makes things so much more difficult to change. a country 50 years of age which is still in its infancy in politics, there is much to fix about the current election system, boiling down to the electorates and how ingeniously divided they are to the benefit of the ruling coalition. gerrymandering. it shakes the very core of democracy, one person one vote.

it is of no wonder that we are still stuck being a 3rd world country despite being one of the richest countries in SEA in regards to natural resources and also one of the most fortunate, geographically speaking.

with corruption, crime, inflation and protests on the rise - university rankings, open-mindedness, and the command of english on the slide, perhaps we should "just change it"

fair dinkum

2007-11-25T04:00:00.000-08:00

fair dinkum mate i think i fell in love.

now that's y i say viet (or half) chicks are hot
she's just awesome mate

no life

2007-11-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

yes...

the time has come...

going to be stuck playing this. will have no life whatsoever. hermit time~~

c ya ppl in a few months :P

impressive?

2007-11-03T05:36:00.000-07:00

just saw the new impreza add on tv...

subaru impreza gone hatchback? whuttt? LOL

p.s: it's time for christmas again!! soon!!...let it snow! let it reindeer!

Soundwave 2008!!!

2007-11-01T11:13:00.000-07:00

OK WHO WANTS TO GO!!!

SERIOUSLY!!

I MEAN LOOK AT THE BAND LIST!! OMG!!

SERIOUSLY!!

My Saving Grace - Armor for Sleep

2007-10-31T03:21:00.000-07:00

Lyrics for this song finally out. wooweee

Am I a toy to you?
With strings around my fingers,
for you to pull and watch as I collapsed when you want.
The coldest night to me, is a switch that you control.
Tip-toe around your words just to calm you down again.

There’s too many people that we both love
and too many secrets I don’t wanna know.

You’re still chasing him.
My saving grace is saving face.
Lost on the back burner.
Good for, good for you.
My saving grace is saving face.
I just sit and wait.

There’s always just enough of you to pull me back.
But I can see your eyes drifting past what you have.
I’m flagging down a ship when it’s on its way to sea.
The horn is blaring out, but I just don’t want to hear.

I never left you in a sandstorm.
I never left for a second at all.

You’re still chasing him.
My saving grace is saving face.
Lost on the back burner.
Good for, good for you.
My saving grace is saving face.
I just sit and wait.

I thought you were and angel, I guess you were a vulture.
Either way, spread your wings and just fly away. [x2]

You’re still chasing him.
My saving grace is saving face.
Lost on the back burner.
Good for, good for you.
My saving grace is saving face.
I just sit and wait.

I just sit and wait. (Spread your wings and fly away) [x4]

edukasi

2007-10-21T05:02:00.000-07:00

it is undeniable that the lingua franca of the world right now is english. a medium of communication that is perhaps, arguably the most important tool a human can learn in order to effectively communicate and express him/herself. there is no doubt that the very essence of english or as a matter of fact, the very essence of language itself is to enable people to be able to willfully transmit in the best way, what is going on in their intricate minds.

now, one might think the purpose of an education is to enable members of a society, a state, and even a nation to be able to benefit from it. that is the basic and best advantage of having an education. one is taught how to think analytically and creatively, and progressively using their skill in expression to exchange ideas and ideals with people. this is an important part of the development of civilisation, as it is to be noted that civilisation is not the product of any one man, but the evolution of thinking, sharing and expressing.

the education system is said to be failing when there is a obvious similarity in thinking of the students undergoing that education system. the same can be said when there is an obvious flaw in the ability of the students to express and to give opinions. it can be postulated that spoon-feeding and an exceedingly unhealthy reliance on an exam based evaluation might play a part in the degeneration of a system of education. this postulation apparently proves to be true in the nation of malaysia.

a nation where national exams are made the 'make or break' benchmark for students, this allows for a situation where the student would try to 'make' it using whatever means possible. the result of this? a student that is learning often by memorising and not understanding, their ability to express rendered useless and replaced by their ability to memorize.

and the result of being not able to express efficiently? the students rapidly degenerate at language skills. this, a nation where students who are well into their tertiary education could not even form a simple sentence in english is utterly embarrassing as the language has been taught in schools since they were a child of 7. is this the way to go?

do not be mislead by the notion that this nation is full of morons as this is not true. in fact, malaysia has produced excellently capable individuals who have left their mark in time. this can yet again be proven by the fact that this year's top scorers for the cambridge A levels (worldwide) are malaysians. the background of their education is unclear, but rest assured that the educational facilities from which they hail from are not public, but private.
yet again, the product of the public education system cannot be written off as mere thrash as it does indeed proves to excel as can be seen particularly in certain STPM top scorers.

the real question is, where is the malaysian education system headed? to certain doom, or for the better? this remains to be seen. as a product of this very education system, i am of the opinion that this could still go both ways. drastic measures need to be taken for our future. we need to learn our lesson.

Rear-Guard

2007-10-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

Book of Isiah, chapter 52, verse 12:

But you will not leave in haste
or go in flight;
for the Lord will go before you,
the God of Israel will be your rear-guard.

Thank You Lord, for Your word has brought me joy, courage and comfort in the fact that You will always be there, making sure my path is safe and to protect me against harm. I shall fear naught even though i may be confronted by difficulty, for by Your grace and grace alone, i will pull through.

Amen.

Carry You - Jimmy Eat World

2007-10-17T02:51:00.000-07:00

as per title:

when i know i'm all alone
i say your name slowly and i know that i'm alone
but i carry you
does it feel good? like the memory?
when you try some history,
it's a dream to come around,
the rule doesnt bend because the taste dont taste the same again,
it's easy feeling righteous when removed
all you'll get is what you want to hear
it hurts because it should
how else am i to make it clear?

i could never be the one that you want, dont ask.
here's to living in the moment, cause it passed.

maybe a lie is what i need
sometimes you told the most, the best of anyone
you said to keep me in your pocket, so i carried you.
you better choose your words carefully
because im not your anything
going to stay here in my place and you'll stay in yours
because you're only good for what your good
for, i pace around the room to spend the time waiting
while the burning pictures fade
it's one thing to make your mind
and another to say its name

i could never be the one that you want, dont ask.
here's to living in the moment, cause it passed.

i'm still carrying a little hope that maybe,
things could be different now, is that so wrong? is that so wrong? is that so...wrong?
would i see you tonight, at a place we'd go
(could going through the motions, lead to real emotions)
i want to make things right, before time runs out
(it was like you said, the taste dont taste like it should)
roll down the windows
let the cold air come in
slap my face just to feel,
just to feel you somehow again

i could never be the one that you want, dont ask.
here's to living in the moment, because it passed.
it passed.

looksie what i gots.

2007-10-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

went to get jimmy eat world's album today, and when i went there lo and behold there was mae's singularity sitting just beside it! mwahahaha double kill, godlike!

there was nothing much to shout about for mae's album, since i already gave it numerous listens (it's awesome but).

Jimmy Eat World, however scored big with their bonus track which was not included in the *coughleakedcough* version. the song, titled be sensible is freaking awesome.

Ash.

2007-10-15T09:43:00.000-07:00

star-crossed. great song. not so great vid.

and candy. one of my fav songs last time. good old days when charlotte was still in the band. ahh, the cheesy pop-ish sound of it =]

interesting conversation part 2.

2007-10-15T06:33:00.001-07:00

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
tak habis habis

jean_; dimplyfied says:
brb

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
i watch twice already

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
lol

jean_; dimplyfied says:
mandi

jean_; dimplyfied says:
pepet

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
okie

jean_; dimplyfied says:
who tak habis habis now

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
mandi pepet? O_O

jean_; dimplyfied says:
LOL

jean_; dimplyfied says:
LOL

jean_; dimplyfied says:
LOL

jean_; dimplyfied says:
HOI

jean_; dimplyfied says:
those two werent meant to come in the same line

...Nicholas... [ natural or goof? ] ...Николас... says:
*dies*

picture says it all

2007-10-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

but pictures can be deceiving, school/uni reopens now...guess life wont be too great anymore huh? not for me at least. work work work

im getting old =_= thrice album is abit too hardcore for me

Edit: apparently it's not too hardcore, it's just my mood xD

2 albums this month

2007-10-11T21:57:00.000-07:00

2 albums i'm definitely getting:

Oct 30th, 2007
Oct 16th, 2007

crazy labour day long weekend

2007-10-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

unrelated: [prelude]

yep, lack of updates again. i'm still recovering after a long labour day weekend. gosh.

started on friday evening when i went down to parramatta for youthopea. sculled a whole 375ml can of coke in 1 shot. that made my stomach feel like exploding man. mucked around after youthopea, fooling with the skateboard n some friends. got back at around 1-ish and went to bed at around 3am =]

on saturday, woke up at 8, went for a 5km beach walk at bondi. had hurricane's pork ribs n portuguese chicken. heaven. also tried fried mars bar...that shit is so good it's bad. then headed to maroubra beach for a swim. went to jim's 22nd bday after the beach at hog's breath. got back at around 11, went online n slept at 2.

on sunday, this 1 is crazy. woke up at 8 again, went to church, had italian for lunch. it was so good. and then went to had a haircut at eastwood. then headed back to ourimbah to change n get ready. after that, made a trip back down to darling harbour for GODSKITCHEN 2007. the event was held at Home. the biggest club in sydney, new south wales and some say australia.

godskitchen featured dj's such as Rank1, M.I.K.E, the thrillseekers, Richard Durand, and Alex Gaudino among others.

well, Salman and I went in at 11, and from then on it was madness till 5am. the whole event was actually from 9pm til 6am.

after that, crashed at salman's place at 6.30 til 10. (yup crazy eh, and i did it all without the help of redbull, just a couple smirnoffs and a fag)

Got to hornsby at around 11.30 to meet cheah for a movie and lunch and was out in chatswood til about 8pm. took a train at 9 and got home at bout 11...went online til 2am, i dont know why and finally crashed til 3pm on monday. am currently still recovering.

pics, 56kb warning:

^The Thrillseekers

a prick.

2007-09-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

a fucking prick, so what does a prick do? well a prick pricks people and makes them bleed a teeny bit. abit of an annoyance more than something that does great damage. let's all be a fucking prick today. this community message has been brought to u by an unstable guy with unstable thoughts, have a fucking nice day. end of rant.

upcoming: of how i molested my spanking new psp slim n light, AV cable sold separately. and yes it's piano black, like a fucking nigger

playstation, portable? slim?

2007-09-23T05:19:00.001-07:00

should i get it? should i? white? black? =P

unrelated: best kiss ever =] nice picture too

natural or goof?

2007-09-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

that's the first and foremost question asked. and perhaps one of the most important questions involved in either the make or break attempt at snowboarding.

well, say no more...i'm a natural, which refers to the position of your left leg facing forward while boarding down a slope. Goof refers to your right leg facing forward while going down a slope.

did not bad at my 1st attempt at snowboarding, was stumbling and kept on crashing in front of skiing chicks in beginning but i got the hang of it later on.

got my heelside and toeside down pat, well almost, also successfully learnt the S-curves..woohoo, although i still cant do it well on steep slopes. i can now maneuver around snow muahahahaha...

also not forgetting my greatest crash yet...3 revolutions tumbling down a slope...magnificent...if only it was caught on video...

the location (noob slope by the way...this is chicken feed)
the equipment (actually abit more equipment involved)

also thanks to my 2 awesome snowboard sifus, pastor dave and tanga!

interesting conversation.

2007-08-21T02:33:00.000-07:00

...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
lol
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
means i must bring lappie up la
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
oh yea i must...i wanna get the porn also
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
babi
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
lol
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
yeer
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
cant believe u
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
hahahaha!
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
what la
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
hai
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
u make me look so hamsap u noe
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
askin round the hard dick
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
SHIT
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
disc
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
LOL
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
LOL
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
LOL
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
rofl
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
ahahahhaha
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
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...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
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...Nicholas... [ thiamin pyrophosphate ] ...Николас... *9mil says:
hard dick!?:"!?
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
TYPOOOOOOOOOOOOO
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
lol
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
bet ur lmao now
jean_;*onedimplyfied says:
lol..

fountains of wayne

2007-08-17T19:32:00.000-07:00

"Stacy's Mom"

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, can I come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)

You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there" (a spot over there)

And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long,
Stacy can't you see your just not the girl for me,
I know it might be wrong but oh oh
(I know it might be wrong)
I'm in love with (Stacy's mom oh oh)
(Stacys mom oh oh)
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

HAHAHA stacy's mom...ohhh MILF...

2008

2007-08-13T00:06:00.001-07:00

before:
After:
Kitt! my, how you've changed!

believe in me - rooney

2007-08-07T00:46:00.001-07:00

believe in me - rooney (from album calling the world)

I can never win with you
I try but you don't let me through
What's the point in fighting when we're down?

I know I've been acting strange
But wait don't leave I know I'll change
We're wasting all our time together now

I don't know what to say
Every word just makes you turn away
And I don't know what to do
Every day I want to be with you
Well I've lost the battle and I'm losing the war
And I keep on asking myself what for
If you believe in fate and destiny
Then open your eyes and believe in me

I call up and apologize
But you just think its one big lie
Don't you know you're pushing me away?

We've been through so much together
You can't tell me the past will never
Mean a thing it's more than a memory

Cause everyone I see around
Tells me that I'm such a fool
For making you my punching bag
When things really weren't that bad

I've lost you now
I've lost you now
But I don't know how to get you back
I'm not myself
I'm not myself
I've gotta get us back on track

1st Mae, now Rooney...woootz!

^^^

2007-08-03T18:45:00.000-07:00

cds: with snow patrol concert tix =]

game cds: a growing collection

my baby.............

random: a bacteria, i forgot the sp.

Just Let Go - Mae

2007-08-02T19:42:00.000-07:00

Just Let Go - Mae (from the new album, singularity...to be released 14.8.07)

We've got all night, just to make it alright.
Would you take a walk with me?
I’ll give you all I've got, just spare me your time.
And I’ll promise you won’t want to leave.
Are you, are you falling for me?
This time, we’ll find what we both need.

There’s an old oak tree.
We can swing and sway.
You hold on to me.

(you’re so far away)

When I look at you.
You’re so far away.
Oh, So far away.
Oh, if you could just let go.

(Would you relax) with me just for awhile
I’ll take you out of harms way.
Like these branches that shelter the rain.
We can lay here in our own shade.

Are you, are you falling for me?
Just watch, the two of us will see.

There’s an old oak tree.
We can swing and sway.
You hold on to me.

(you’re so far away)

When I look at you.
You’re so far away.
Oh, So far away.

There is so much that I could give to you.
Just say you want me to.
I know these words could break the ground.
And in the mean time our leaves will turn.
But rest assured, we’ll get through anything.

Are you, are you falling for me
Like I, oh I’m falling for you?

There’s an old oak tree.
We can swing and sway.
You hold on to me.

(you’re so far away)

It's just you and me.
We can get away.
We can get away.

(you’re so far away)

(In this place)
We are happy here.
Oh in every way.

Oh and we just let go.
Just let go.
Just let go.
Just let go.

wow....just....wow.....

living outta home

2007-08-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

some random facts i've learnt since living out of home:

1. dishwashing liquid can be used to mop the floor

2. u can dry your underwear with a microwave

3. as long as it's white, the plate's clean...

devoid

2007-08-01T19:58:00.000-07:00

yeps, thats the word....not possessing, untouched by, void, or destitute.

as i always am

i dont fucking give two damns anymore...

clouds

2007-07-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

They say every cloud has a silver lining. As a child, i always wonder what that meant. Silver lining? but clouds are white in colour! how absurd! and with this reasoning, i left the matter at rest, for a few years.

As i was travelling on the train a few days back, on a fine and sunny day, my sight fell upon the the sky outside. What greeted me was a few clouds, glowing magnificently in the afternoon sun, and what i realised there and then, was that it was true. each and every cloud in the sky does have a silver lining afterall.

Humans are, in that sense similar to clouds. Each and everyone of us has a silver lining, a moment of splendour, a beautiful side of us, glowing brightly in the presence of the sun. And although the middle may seem gloomy and dull, comfort should be taken in the knowledge that there will always be this silver lining.

It also brought me to a realisation that we, as do clouds, need the sun. The sun which brings out the best in us. The sun of which light we reflect to give off a beautiful glow. To some, the sun may be a person, to others, maybe an object. To me, it is my Lord

blogger clampdown

2007-07-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

in accordance to some of the arguments made by certain ministers in the parliament of malaysia regarding bloggers, "Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Nazri said the government would be taking legal action against bloggers who flagrantly belittled Islam or the Yang di Pertuan Agong."

He also stressed about his worries on the "troubling growth" of irresposible alternative media. Due to many events of which some lead to the arrest and trial of certain malaysian bloggers due to seemingly trivial circumstances, the level freedom of speech in malaysia, a democratic country is in doubt. With ministers also declaring that the nation is islamic instead of secular, we can only wonder how long until investors flee the country.

being the rebel that i am, i shall now say that the YDP ahkong, is a waste of national resources to maintain, and that the position holds no advantage to the state of the country either...it's like employing a sleeping CEO in a corporation. I do not wish to further flame the religion of which the YDP is associated with for fear of my home being bombed by terrorists.

and yes, one can imagine me sticking out my tongue, with one hand making silly faces and the other showing the middle finger to our dear beloved ministers. maybe u can come get me during your private vacation down under which i'm sure are funded by taxpayers, Mr. Lah

rainy rainy

2007-07-25T02:51:00.000-07:00

turns out that...
it was a rainy, uneventful day for benjamin.
The person
whom he was talking to suggested a walk, he said "u know, it's weird
that i thought i like
rainy days, but now i think that sunny days are much better!". This
is the person that i
thought was one of those moody, dull people. So i guess u can never really judge a book by it's cover aye. rainy days are what i, too
never ever liked. Period.

yaha!

2007-07-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

ohkay i'm going crazy from micronutrients now, so dont mind my insolence.

5 random things i miss:

1. playing dota, o2jam, counter strike, maple story, gunbound, ragnarok, in cybercafes.

2. eating ramli burger, porridge, 5am aunty chee cheong fun, yulek tong sui, asia cafe, ABC pasar, kim gary's, ss2 murni and wai sek kai and seafood noodles, DJ and OUG pan mee, william's corner, ming tien in taman megah and sunway, beach cafe, kopitiam, aaaand jasmin mamak!

3. scout gatherings and campfires.

4. my friends and them saying "lei mou gum lan diu la, nick"

5. after class during form 4 and 5, lepaking in class chatting, going to scout meetings, eating nasi lemak mak cik at the basketball court, playing basketball at freakin 1-2 pm, going to miss lee tuition, going to mcd lepak and then excel tuition. going to debate practices (not so nice) going to segar pasar malam after tuition. lepaking in cybercafes and abc place.

*wonders how to get those flash mp3 players on this site...

bored and confused

2007-07-22T19:21:00.000-07:00

just got out of microbiology lab...and now im confused and exasperated. i need to get to the tuts later man...shit this sub is memafankan...

on another note, i thought it would be interesting to post some random facts about yours truly.

1. i have problems gaining consciousness in the morning...or any time for that matter.
i really have problems waking up on a desired time. always ends up oversleeping...so if im late or anything, please forgive me. it's a disease i tell ya!!

2. i'm not afraid of the dark. yeps...it's not something i'm born with though :P

3. i do not go after something which i think is not worth my time...yeah, or u could just call me lazy.

4. i own a ps2 bwahahahah! no im not bragging.

5. i developed an addiction for smith's and kettle chips. that's abit random but i cant think of any good facts at the mo...

no suitable title

2007-07-21T21:15:00.000-07:00

cos im just popping in to say, decepticons rule!

and that some things, may and will change regardless of how u feel about it...the feeling is like falling down a cliff with nothing but grass to hold on to...u just can't put a stop to it and say "enough! stop it already!"

although sometimes u still wonder whether the changes are done by your own hands or by external factors which are often uncontrollable, it is foolish and i know it is to try and mend things. sometimes, it's just not meant to be mended, sometimes, you need to put a stop to it, and sometimes, you need to find your way out...i have, and i will do it again.

2sp

2007-07-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

Let The Games Begin....

list of available games: NFS carbon, Tekken 5

sad...but it'll eventually grow

end of the world

2007-07-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

current song addiction: end of the world - armor for sleep.

excerpt from lyrics:

Everything around you, is gonna turn into,
The biggest pile of ashes,
That you could ever imagine.

Everything around you is gonna turn into,
The biggest pile of nothingness.
So keep on running, keep on running.

I wanna stay at home for the end of the world,
Falling asleep when they're dropping the bomb
This is all a dream,
Thats what I'll be singing.

cant stop listening to it now...can totally imagine it as a decepticon song...woohoo

ice skating, i still can't do the skidding type of brake..dangggg

and..wow feels good to be able to help people out...its been a while since i've had that feeling, especially events leading that made it seem like i'm there really for a reason, circumstances that made helping so easy...

dont feel like writing much...sien...australia sucks...release yellowcard so late, and no rooney yet...shiat...

random excerpt from kill - jimmy eat world:
Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

23

2007-07-12T23:45:00.000-07:00

23 - Jimmy Eat World

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...

my most recent song addiction...woohoo, jimmy eat world rocksss

on a sidenote, i passed my exams. and on another side note, i gotta run for work now, and i'm not really feeling up to it...am feeling tired, and i think i got a headache coming up!

2007-07-10T00:27:00.000-07:00

ever had the feeling where something big just happened...something important...something of significance...you're happy, very contented, felt at peace for that moment

and then...like an anchor, a rock tied to your feet, the whole weight of the situation sets in...

you then realise that u may not have made the best move...someone may have suffered in return for that joy u were having...guilt then sets in...you wonder what to do next...and you ponder on the possibility that you are not alone in this...

for a moment, just a second, i hope you give me a piece of your mind...for my understanding...

pictars

2007-07-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

time

2007-07-05T04:25:00.000-07:00

time, like a drop of water shining brilliantly under the glow of the sun
brilliant and magical for a moment, ordinary the next as it integrates into the flowing river that is time, stopping for none. For as we have an enjoyable moment, it seems to flow faster, like torrents down a waterfall, releasing misty droplets that form rainbows under the afternoon sun.
It could also move along calmly, slowly, beautiful and serene, peaceful with every moment we take to stoop down and smell the roses.

Time, once gone forever gone...that is what makes memories so precious.

and precious indeed is the time spent in Katoomba, Blue Mountains.

lazy upload pictars, maybe later :p

p.s: i am now once again a free man, after the freakin exams, now time to relaaxxx. boy do i enjoy taking hiatuses

friday, May 25th 2007

2007-05-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

yep, today marks the 1st time i've earned money in australia! whoopeedoo....although it was just a meager sum of $50.

what did it serve to remind me though, was how hard it is to earn money...

what am i working as? haha i'm being a kitchen slave for thai ourimbah...my job's to clean the dishes and do some washing up. it's no easy task though...

the job details may sound simple and easy but that's just what meets the eye...
i work on fridays and saturdays from 6pm until the restaurant closes. the restaurant stops taking orders at 9pm, and then is when the torments starts...once the restaurant stops taking orders, i'll have one huge shitload of plates, bowls, pots, and utensils to wash...

we're all only allowed to leave after cleaning up...but oh well, i earn 50 bucks a night for that, and that means 100 bucks a week...which means 400 bucks a month...which is equal to about RM1.2k..not such a bad sum after converting eh?

and that is even more than what i earned working in fucking billion in form 4...that time i only earned about RM500+ - 600 for a full day job, 11am to 9 fucking pm...talk about exploitation in malaysia -__-''

ohh yeah, it almost slipped my mind...i get free dinner as well! now that's what i call ' will work for food' :p

Tales Don't Tell Themselves

2007-05-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Bwahaha i just got myself the new Funeral For A Friend album, Tales Don't Tell Themselves.

they still freakin rocckk

but there are no really really catchy songs as yet

all the songs are generally good.

gotta give it a few more listens

favs: Out of reach, One for the road, Walk Away.

Acquaintances

2007-05-14T13:13:00.000-07:00

It is only fair to assume that sooner or later, there will be acquaintances of mine who would stumble upon this blog, either with the knowledge of the identity of the author, or not. For those who found this blog and know who i am, welcome.

for this will be the place that i write whatever i want to, whenever i dont have writer's block.

this will also be a place where i sometimes write about musings from the bottom of my heart.

this will be a place of no censorship whatsoever. in other words, i dont care who reads this, im not going to bother being politically correct.

and really, there aren't supposed to be any who are aware of the existence of this :)

Mother's Appreciation Day

2007-05-11T23:53:00.000-07:00

The day this year falls on the 13th of May, which falls on a Sunday. A day which people spend with their mothers in appreciation of all the sacrifices and hardships faced in bringing them up. Regretfully, i am unable to celebrate this day together with my mum this year. If given the chance, i would really like to bring my mum out to breakfast and then maybe a movie and some shopping. It's ironic that i didn't do any of those when i had to chance to, funny that i only think about doing such things for her when i am far away and unable to. I guess it is true that people only appreciate things more when they are deprived of it.

To cherish her more, it is only appropriate that i fulfill my role as a filial son, and that comes with maturity and responsibility. With that, everyday can be mother's day...I'll do my best.

I have the best mother in the world, and i love her dearly.

i'm a mummy's boy :D

biscuits dipped in coffee

2007-05-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

the scent of coffee seems to be able to soothe me. it has a kind of therapeutic effect which will kinda calm me down n let me stop and smell the roses for a while. it's kinda bad though at the rate which i consume the beverage, i'll become a caffeine addict in no time. thank god it doesnt seem to affect my ability to go to sleep =3

having a mug of hot coffee in cold weather seems to make it's effect on me much more profound. I had my coffee abit differently today, rather than simply sipping and enjoying the scent and deliciously bitter taste of my cuppa, i dipped biscuits in it...arrowroot biscuits to be more exact and it was awesome...

the coffee made the biscuit softer...just the right mouthfeel if u dont dip it in too long, or else it'll get soggy. the outer portion of the biscuit also tasted like coffee, the scent and the taste...

last time when i was a kid, i used to observe my father during breakfast on sunday mornings or supper. he always dipped his biscuits in his hot milo or coffee. back then, i thought it was a gross way of eating. i mean, not only will u make the biscuit look awful, it'll spoil the taste of the drink! talk about being young and dumb eh...here i am enjoying this method of eating biscuits now. i wont be able to see him eat like that for some time now. those days of being a child...are sadly gone...but i look forward to having breakfast with dad again.

yep, i miss him allright.

dad's birthday is on may the 13th! coming soon~

minit-minit ke tengah malam

2007-05-05T20:43:00.000-07:00

juz got the new linkin park album by the name minutes to midnight.

the verdict?

i lurve it!

it sounds so much different from hybrid theory and meteora, and fans are bashing them because of it. well then, it was all done in the name of 'growth' eyh...one man's meat can be another's poison, so we can expect a whole new fanbase for them after this album. =D

i reckon this album would appeal more towards fans of emo music.

fav: all the ballads and what i've done =3

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

2007-05-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just spin right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I wont wait forever (x2)

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

No I wont wait forever

No I wont wait forever

No I wont wait forever

nice song....totally blew me off...sounds good played loud :D

Whistle For The Choir - The Fratellis

2007-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me you your name
Is it out of line if I was to be bold and say "Would you be mine"?

Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen
I know I maybe on a downer am still ready to dream
Now it's 3 o'clock the time is just the time it takes for you to talk

So if you're lonely why'd you say your not lonely
Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come
And go and know me no you don't even know me
Your so sweet to try, oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

Well it's a big big city and the lights are all out
But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out
And I must confess, my hearts in broken pieces
And my heads a mess
And it's 4 in the morning, and I'm walking along
Beside the ghost of every drinker here who has ever done wrong
And it's you, woo hoo
That's got me going crazy for the things you do

So if you're crazy I don't care you amaze me
Oh your a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk
I die, you smile, you laugh, I cry

And only, a girl like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible

So if your lonely, why'd you say you're not lonely
Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
Your so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

the song currently stuck in my head...
my fav line would be
' Is it out of line if I was to be bold and say "Would you be mine"?'

Dropping by...

2007-04-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

Back after a long hiatus...things have changed alot for me...so much that i would say my life has changed forever. Being away from home...feelings felt are just a mix of emotions both of sadness and joy. So much has happened since i left on the 8th of Feb, of which some may end up displayed here and some not.

Australia, such a different country....my journey begins here.

Malaysia, the place i still call home, shall truly be missed.

Family and friends...i shall be back.

monday and setapak

2006-12-06T20:09:00.000-08:00

So cheong, pinky and i went to setapak the other day, monday to be exact. The plan was to slip into cheong's lecture and walk around as i have never been to setapak before. Yea la, i know i'm damn jakun ok...people holiday wanna stay as far to any form of work as possible, me? i fucking find a lecture to slip into. Well, i do admit i participate in those lessons for all the wrong reasons though. =P

So anyway...the econs (or was it management? ahh fuck it la) lecture was interesting. Concepts were pretty simply put forward and very understandable. But it was heck of a boring lecture though. We escaped the place midway through the lecture and went on a tour around TARC, and then to find some old high school friends, Leong and Tiang. Great to see them after so long. Leong didnt change much, but Tiang has long hair now. He's like me already...no money cut hair.

So after chatting a while, we went for some food. They said cafeteria food was inedible so we went to a place nearby...i had nasi lemak power ranger. I must confess that shit was pretty good. Went for a game of dota at the cc nearby after that. Got tapau-ed as usual. haahaha

And then after cc, we dropped by at pinky's university. UTM. That joker didnt know where his results were posted so we had to climb all the way to the 4th floor and back down. Went to his lecturer's office, she wasn't in..i'm suspecting she's "stealing some chickens" =P. We then went to the library for some lengthy discussion about the agenda for the rest of the day. Initially, the plan was to watch some movie in some place nearby, like KLCC...but then that was pretty boring so someone suggested we go to Genting..well, that sounded interesting. And then out of nowhere, Ipoh came up..WTF..I was pretty tempted to go all the way up there, actually. I kinda miss the white coffee and taugeh chicken and custard and shredded chicken hor fun. Yummy. The sad thing was that we were kinda out of time. By the time discussions drew to an end it was already about 3pm, so by the time we reach it would be about 5-6, and by that time it would be abit too late for teatime. Teatime is primetime for white coffee. Therefore we abandoned Ipoh for our plan B. Genting.

The whole thing was pretty crazy actually. Everything was decided on the spot. My SLK wasn't warned of the whole climb, but the journey went along smoothly. SLK didnt roll back down the hill and i thank God for that. So we drove all the way to the cable car station and then proceeded on to the top with a cable car. The ride was decent. The cable car in Langkawi beat it hands down though.

It was so damn cool at the top man! as in literally cool. It's so darn nice i didn't want to come back down. We walked around and acted as jakuns..well, i did anyway...it was like so long since i last went up there. That place really did change quite a bit. We also paid the starbucks there a visit. Let's just say Caramel Hot Chocolate with whipped cream consumed there feels like heaven. (thanks for the hot choc again Lisa! :D)

ahh i'm getting lazy. So what happened after that..we took the cable car back down and drove (drifted?) back down. wahaha. Also had a sorta race with a kembara back to KL. That bugger overtook me at Setapak, damnit. I was leading all the way. Anyways, our next destination was Petaling Street for some Asam Laksa...wee...another delicacy i've never had the priviledge to taste in a long long time.

Was so dead tired after that we abandoned plans for mamak and dota :P I went back and didn't gain consciousness until the next morning...or was it afternoon? Great trip guys! we should do more stuff like this. Malacca next destination? or maybe Ipoh?

(p.s: I did not check out girls jas!!! >.< if you're somehow reading this :P)

Kind Hearts and Coronets

2006-11-27T07:33:00.000-08:00

In view of my current holidays, i have been consistently watching at least one movie per day. One may call it boredom, and i shall agree. XD

One of the gems i have stumbled upon during one of my search expeditions on imdb and isohunt is the movie duly titled "Kind Hearts and Coronets"

Warning: spoilers ahead. please slow down at the curb and stop at the red light.

This is truly a great movie befitting of it's reputation of being one of britains top 100 best movies ever made. It's cast comprises of stars of the days of old, including Dennis Price, Valerie Hobson, Joan Greenwood and the very very talented Sir Alec Guinness ( OBI-WAN KENOBI BEBEH!!)

Released in 1949 (darn old i know), this movie revolves around this guy by the name of Louis Mazzini (Price) whose mother hails from a noble family but was ostracised following her decision of eloping with an Italian opera singer, who died shortly thereafter having witnessed his son's birth. Being unrightfully denied his birthright, Mazzini aims to claim succession to the title of Duke of Chalfont by knocking off family members who are in line before him. There are 8 of them (believe it or not, all 8 are played by Guinness) and Mazzini manages to put to sleep 6 of the family members. 1 died of natural causes, while the other who was a captain decided to go down with his sinking ship...a cunning twist to the storyline follows his brief succession to the title (lol sorry for the spoiler) which involves...on second thoughts i'm not going to spoil that...but it involves him being in deep shit by the end of the movie.

All in all, this movie is a great example of fine British humour, dark and dry. I find it hilarious though. Sir Alec Guinness really stole the limelight with his fine potrayal of multiple characters. Highly recommended! Great acting all in all, and this is how movies should be made!

- Kind hearts are more than coronets and simple faith than Norman blood -

F/A-22 Raptor

2006-11-15T08:27:00.000-08:00

Okay i officially wanna work at Lockheed Martin when i grow up. This company is one of the military contractors which is currently developing one of the hottest fighter planes on the face of this planet.

the F/A-22 Raptor.

This plane is a fighter/attack plane which means that it could be utilised for dogfights in the air and also for bombing targets on the ground. Which, probably means deep shit for the enemy.

Designed to be unnoticable at long range, the body of the raptor is made to deflect radar signals, which employs a wide arraw of saw-tooth edges and and curved surfaces. It is also designed to improve air maneuverability. On a radar, the Raptor would appear to be as small as a bee. Untrackable. Sweet. You won't know what hit you, until it hits you, which would by then be probably too late.

With Dual Pratt & Whitney F119-PW-100 engines capable of supercruise and thrust vectoring, the Raptor can move to a Speed of mach 1.8 (mach 1.5 w/o afterburner) which is about 612.5 m/s. Crazy? It is also more fuel efficient than any other fighter planes, which means it can travel longer without refuelling...which means it can reach a target attack faster than any other plane out there.

Artillery: six radar-guided AIM-120C medium-range air-to-air missiles [Fuselage]

two heat-seeking AIM-9 Sidewinder short-range air-to-air missiles.

M61A2-20mm multibarrel cannon ....and this is only for air combat....

ROBOTECH, anyone ?

New Istana Negara.

2006-11-14T01:53:00.000-08:00

"A new RM400mil palace complex will be built in Jalan Duta to replace the Istana Negara that has been used since 1928.

Works Minister Datuk Seri S. Samy Vellu said work on the new Istana Negara, to be built on a 96.52ha site atop a hill, will start next June and was slated for completion in 2009.

“We need a new palace with bigger space. Currently, the Balai Rong Seri of Istana Negara is also used as dining and meeting rooms. One room for multiple use is just inadequate,” he said at the groundbreaking ceremony for the palace project at Jalan Duta here yesterday.

The ceremony was launched by Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Syed Sirajuddin Tuanku Syed Putra Jamalullail.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, his deputy Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak and Cabinet members were also present.

Samy Vellu said the new Istana Negara, steeped in Islamic and Malay architectural designs, had been on the drawing board nine months ago.

“It will not be the largest palace as there are larger ones around but will be one suitable for a country like Malaysia,” he added.

He said the fate of the present Istana Negara would be determined by the Prime Minister’s Department. It is learnt it had been proposed as a royal museum.

Kumpulan Seni Reka Sdn Bhd has been appointed the architect for the new palace and Maya Maju Sdn Bhd as the building contractor.

Samy Vellu said the site for the new palace had been gazetted for the purpose 30 years ago.

In his briefing to the King, Public Works Department director-general Dr Amer Hamzah Mohd Yunus said only 28ha would be developed into the new Istana Negara complex while the rest would be a garden area.

“The existing forest will also be retained as a security zone. The forest reserve will developed into a garden and will be opened to the public for recreational purposes,” he said, referring to a request from the King that a garden be developed for the public.

The new Istana Negara complex will comprise the palace building, supporting buildings, housing for palace staff, police, security office, mini army camp and a double-storey entrance from Jalan Duta and a parking area.

The complex will have a floor area of 75,000sq metres, excluding the parking area, and will be divided into four wings.

The site of the present Istana Negara in Jalan Istana here used to be home to a millionaire named Chan Wing in 1928.

After the Japanese occupation, it was converted into a palace for the Sultan of Selangor until 1957, when the federal government took over and turned it into Istana Negara."

-Source: www.thestar.com.my

Wow...What can i say...RM400m of taxpayers' money going to a building which not only will not benefit the country's economy, it will also take up a huge amount of land in Jalan Duta, KL which could be developed for other purposes.

This project is so totally useless, i don't understand how it could have gained approval from the parliament...if approval was even sought.

Furthermore, the current Istana was proposed to be turned into a national museum...walaoeh WTF man...dont we have a national museum already? we dont need another one. What are they gona put in it anyway? bigfoot?! XD

A waste, a waste i say! RM400m is a freakin huge amount and this is a freakin stupid way to spend it!!

but the fact that the current Istana was actually owned by a chinese businessman came as a surprise to me...wow, i didnt know that. cooooool...

funny news, funny excuse

2006-11-12T23:55:00.000-08:00

There was this recent blunder made by the staff of the Penang Municipal council where one of them controlling the CCTV at an official function used the RM500k equipment to zoom in on women's thighs -women journalists' thighs to be specifc- instead of the official proceedings.

WTF...and the excuse of the staff when being caught red handed, ready to tfk (ok i'm making this up) was:

"errr, ini CCTV i tak boleh control punya la...memang majiam tu punya".

Above statement was such a crappy and lame excuse, it was immediately proven null by some badass engineers who proved that the CCTV can be freely maneuvred (duhh of cos can la, RM500k u know) without much hassle. I'm beginning to suspect that PMC ppl are a bunch of baboons high on crack.

WTF number 2...and instead of taking action on that stupid mofo, Penang Municipal Council president Datuk Abu Bakar Hassan had this to say:

“The issue is the sexy dress of the journalist. If it was not sexy, it would not have happened."

Wakao...and now they're blaming it on the women...is this jahilliah or not man...please la...control your equipment and "equipment" properly la...I'm starting to believe that their "equipment" takes primary control of their actions instead of their brain (which is on shutdown mode most of the time) . And what's worse, the woman journalist wasn't wearing anything sexy or revealing at all, just a knee length skirt and a long sleeved shirt.

WTF number 3...and when being shot by numerous action groups, the press, and women's rights groups, Mister Datuk Abu Bakar had this to say:

“Kita adalah orang yang bertamadun manakala, mereka-mereka yang bukan beragama adalah di belakang kita.”

hahahahahaahah WTF number 4!...
number 1: he still dare bring religion into the picture after such a shameful deed done by no other than members of his own religion.
number 2: he still dare mention bertamadun which is like the biggest bullshit in the history of mankind. hello, using CCTV during a formal function to zoom in on women's thighs is dam bertamadun la now...walaoehh...
number 3: he still dare mention "di belakang kita"...hmm maybe we should use CCTV to zoom in on women's thighs oso la...we are di belakang mereka now, must catch up lar /sarcasm

This statement is contradictory to our "Bangsa Malaysia" ideals which according to Mr. Najib "does not discriminate based on skin colour, race or religion"...wow...very touching...his next sentence however is the biggest oxymoron in the history of the universe: "It does not question the special rights of the Malays, our quota or anything of that sort." This statement left me breathless as i rolled on the floor laughing and having seizures. Such contradiction...the cheek...such...insufficiency of intelligence...

Now I'm pretty sure that most of the people running our country are a bunch of baboons high on crack.

WTF number 5!

deepavali yeh

2006-10-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday was deepavali. Went to Vishnu's house and had some steamy mutton curry. Totally rocked our socks. Me, dav and shyr jinn went in a car and met with jason and aaron who were already there. Jason n aaron left for 1u after the curry.

Our stomachs were still burning when vishnu brought on the beers. It became worse after the beer. We had a puny 2 cans each and our stomachs felt like exploding with hot larva, it was that orgasmic. Shyr jinn nearly passed out. conclusion, mutton curry and beer...they make a hot couple. And both cant be avoided on deepavali, the festival of drinking...or so as vishnu puts it.

Went to 1u to walk off the alchohol and the tugging at our bellies after that. Picked up FHM nov issue on the way with the special 'girl next door' lil red booklet tucked in the middle. Now why on earth arent those honeys MY girls next door? It isn't fair i tell ya. In fact, there are no honeys in a 5km radius from my doorstep. It is that bad.

Oh, and my birthday was on Oct18 the other day. It was absolutelay explosively rocking. Got surprised in McD by the gang (love ya all) and had another dinner when i got home. My stomach was pushed to the limit. again.

So im aiming to gain a few kgs in sync with this deeparaya festive season. It is very convenient with all these rocking food around. Nice excuse to splash more on food too ^.^

balls going cheap!

2006-10-05T18:13:00.001-07:00

Quoted from Yahoo!.com

'The NBA's old leather balls are being replaced this season by a microfiber composite model, the league's first change in 35 years. O'Neal blasted the ball Monday, criticizing not only the product, but whoever was involved in the decision'

wuahaha...NBA changing to new balls...but it seems like they're changing to a stickier version. This should make the games more interesting in the coming weeks. Expect to see blunders. heh heh.
The new microfibre ball has already been flamed by Shaq, Nash and Dwayne Wade. Way to go :/

hurry hurry go buy leather balls! lelong lelong!!

Holiwood Holiday - Love Me Butch

2006-10-05T18:06:00.000-07:00

AArgh how did my post go missing? anyway, here's Holiwood Holiday by Love Me Butch. Again. Fantastic local musicians. nice vid too ^.^

support your local music industry!!

Akatsuki. Association of Freaks.

2006-10-05T12:35:00.000-07:00

Quoted for truth. Only for Naruto manga readers :)

'The freak show just goes on and on.

Kisame is a blue skinned shark man with freakin' gills in his face, Zetsu is a two-toned, scizophrenic cannabal inside a venus flytrap, Sasori was a puppet boy, Deidara has mouths, replete with tongues, in his palms, Hidan treats being decapitated as an annoyance and is a voodoo doll, and now Kakuzu is apparently made of out big wierd extend-o cords. And of course we had Oro, with his freakish tongue and neck, oral rebirth and 'I'm made of snakes' jutsus.

Itachi is the only one even vaguely passing for normal here. And considering the fact he's a genocidal nutcase who can shoot illusions and enternal fire and fuck knows what else out of his eyes, that's saying something.

There might be Tobi, but he's an unknown at this point. I'm willing to bet he's a freak too. Like his face is made of brie or something.

Moral is, if you want to be a super S class criminal, you have to be a total freak of nature. Christ knows what unholy wierdness the AL and Blue Haired Lady will have at thier disposal.'

Quoted from Kimi-Sama. Narutofan Forums. 5/10/06

call me beng. ahbeng.

2006-09-19T10:13:00.000-07:00

In honour of my recently acquired ahbeng hairstyle (by accident, mind you) , i shall thereby post an ahbeng joke.

Ah Seng, Ah Beng, and Ah Heng were at a convention together and were sharing a large suite at the top of a 75-storey skyscraper.

After a long day of meetings, they were shocked to hear that the lifts in the hotel had broken down and they would have to climb 75 flights of stairs to get to their room.

Ah Seng said to Ah Beng and Ah Heng: 'Let's break the monotony of this unpleasant task by concentrating on something interesting.

'I'll tell jokes for 25 flights, and Ah Heng can sing songs for 25 flights, and Ah Beng can tell sad stories the rest of the way.'

At the 26th floor, Ah Seng stopped telling jokes and Ah Heng began to sing.

At the 51st floor, Ah Heng stopped singing and Ah Beng began to tell sad stories.

'I will tell my saddest story first,' he said.

'Actually hor, I left the room key in the car...'

p.s: oh and i got my first ear piercing, and now i think i'm addicted.

p.p.s: it's still beng no matter what u say peks!! :P heee

Things Aren't So Beautiful Now

2006-09-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

A Thorn For Every Heart
Things Aren't So Beautiful Now (Part 2)

Scene begins as a telephone rings.
Chokes a gasp at the awful news it brings.
A phone call she's been avoiding.
She knows he's reached the end.

Hooked up to the respirator.
It breaths life into my callused lungs.
My heart beats getting fainter.
I know my time has come.

It's getting colder
been trying to show her
that I'm not the one
to be there beside her now
I'm crossing over
can no one console her
alone she'll remain
with no way to end this pain.

Now I realize the things that I
(All of the things that I wanted in this world)
the things I have done to you
(What have I done to you)
why you gave your love with all your heart.
(Hands went way to fast)
With all that a heart could give.

Intentions that you'll never know
the reason why I have to lead astray
I gave you a life time of pain and remorse
(Mistakes that were never yours)
the wrong in my life can never be right.
(It flashes before my eyes)

(How did he come to this,
His mind is working harder than ever before.
Thousands of thoughts in seconds.
His last thoughts were of her,
and how he and he alone had destroyed the once
vibrant spirit he had inherited so deeply.
The last pain he had ever caused is to the only
woman that had ever loved him...)

Bright light is calling me upward.
(A ghost for now)
I follow and leave you below
Now you're all alone.
And I leave you with nobody by your side.
Not to hurt you ever again
Never break your spirit for me.
Now I'm all alone.
Still cherish the things that you have given to me.
Bright light is calling me upward
I follow and leave you below
Now

one of the most emo songs i've heard with meaningful lyrics. i reli love this song cos i can relate to it. kinda like my situation as of now...the difference is, i dont know if i should let go.....

ATFEH Rocks hard!!

...to show who i really am fond of?

2006-09-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

What will u feel like, being entrapped in a dark room? With no help, no company and no way to get out. Waiting...silently waiting for an answer, praying for a saviour. Brain racing, looking for a way out. You do not know what will happen to u. Silently, u wish that this is all a joke...a prank being pulled by your friends, and this will all end in laughter and fun, but no in a dark corner of your mind, u know that every bit of it is reality.

Have you ever felt like that? a sense of hopelessness and anguish, wrought by events out of your control, violently sending you fumbling in a deep abyss of mental pain and suffering. Somehow, u will feel like u had a part in all this. You could have controlled it, played your deck right and win the game. But no, u did nothing instead and in the end, u end up in this cursed room, made specially to bring pain unto you. The course of human life, entangled with emotions and musings will sometimes lead u to a situation similar to this, it happens naturally to everyone. It is because each and every one of us have feelings, brought upon by emotions which are often not in our control. And if this is what it feels like to have emotions, i would rather have no part in it. Isn't it great to have no emotions? living your life without ever needing to worry about getting hurt or tormented. No debates with yourself, no analysing situations, no need to please anyone, no need to think of consequences, no need to care about your reputation, no need to love. How i wish life were like a rose without thorns. But the opposite is always true, no matter how u run away, it will come back, chasing u like a pack of hounds hungry for your blood, bringing you down and consuming you like a blazing fire. Thou shall not escape. This is life, and no more shall i find humour in ye. The only solace i shall find in this ever raging thunderstorm is in the form of escapism, laughter to hide sorrow, company to bring laughter, like a drug for me to forget. But alas, the hounds await.

Why can't i not use a mask to hide my feelings? Why can't i just show my true self, to show who i really am fond of? Why do i run away, acting like a coward, when i know i have every bit of what it takes to win? Shall i let go? Is there no hope left? Oh how i wish i can read minds...

The truth hurts, and it is as they say, truly blissful to be ignorant. In the end, i am still trapped in this cold dark room, left alone to suffer the consequences of my folly. Oh Lord save me, bring me out of my suffering...

Save me.......

Little Man and how i liked it....

2006-09-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

So this is the movie i watched yesterday with SheaLeen. Had a pleasant encounter with KatYee as well. Didnt wanna do it at 1st cos it seemed stupid and uninterestesting. Well, i was wrong. This movie is hilarious.
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It's about a diamond thief (Marlon Wayans) who just got out of the slammer and is up for another job, which is to steal a diamond for a mafia boss (the nokia commercial mafia dude). Well, the job was a blunder and the diamond ended up in the handbag of the wife of Shawn Wayans, i forgot his name. So this midget dude posed as a baby to get into her house to retrieve the diamond. Friggin funny can? imagine a gangsta midget posing as a baby.
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And now can someone tell me how on earth they made Marlon Wayans so small? heck i know its gotta be CGI but how the heck?! oh and spoiler, this midget has a member of a prawn star XD looks like they shrunk his body but not a certain organ :P

The word's Binary bebeh....

2006-09-09T11:55:00.000-07:00

011011100110100101100011011010110010000001110010011011110110001101101011
01110011001011100010000001101111011010000010000001111001011001010110000
101101000

if you think this really is rubbish, well it is not :)

decode it and u'll c the message. have fun.

big big hint: binary translator.

Prologue

2006-09-09T10:59:00.000-07:00

So here is the impromptu and sudden birth of my ~~rubbish site~~ blog.

Hope u guys that ~~sesat~~ visit this here place will leave a comment for yours truly. :)

So to start off, I’m a guy who is 18 (going on 19, bah I feel old already) this year. Currently residing in boleh-land a.k.a Malaysia.

This is a land of food, food and more food heavenly food which is the result of us having 3 very different races living in harmony…sometimes…

And I pledge to blog about anything and everything under the sun. Why else is this called a rubbish site huh? ;P

So to all the sifus and gurus of blogging, please take care of me and give me tips n pointers as seen fit. Thank you ladies and gentlemen.